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Friday, August 26, 2011

Reminding myself

It has been long since I have updated my blog.
Currently I have finished 4 exam, 1 more to go and I will have my hols.

Have been having mixed feelings, I dont know why.
Fears, worries, uncertainty having been creeping into my life,
and I simply dislike all this feeling.
Fear of the future, worry what is to come.
Though I know my hope is found in You.
But the different cirumstances I am in, simply crush all my hope.

Fear of how people are going to see and say when they know about the different things.
Can people dont know?

I always tell myself, I am created differently.
My family, cirumstances, situations and life are different from other people.
All these things will mould me to a better and stronger person through God.
Instead of me giving in to the cirumstances and be crushed!

Christina press on and you will witness the beautiful picture at the end.
Reminding myself...

Cheers :)

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 1:12:00 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Being Thankful

All I can say is I am thankful to the different things that I have been blessed with :)

Cheers! ;D

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 1:35:00 AM

Saturday, December 11, 2010

"if i could turn the time around"

This sentence has been always in my mind for this week.
Different things happened which causes me to think a lot.
Sometime I really wish I could turn the time around.
I dont know if things would be better if it were to happen.
I really treasure those time when I spent my days where I spent with my second home.
When I was young, I would wish to stop growing up and remain as 10 years old.
Simply because I have to leave to a new primary school, meeting new friends and teachers.
A new envirnoment, new atmosphere, a new home to stay.
No longer I could cuddle in my aunt's arm before I sleep.

Nevertheless, I would always give my aunt a ring when I was in primary school.
I would queue up to use the public phone just to call her before I go for lessons.
And sometime she would surprise me in school with my favourite fried rice
(specially cooked by her)
Fighting so hard just to visit her every friday where my uncle would picked me up.
Looking forward to every friday.
When I am with her, she will never fail to give me more coins just to call her ;)
Reluctantly to go home on Sunday but still I have to...

Now I am 18 years old.
I guess all this things have to be kept as memories because I need to be realistic.

2010 is going to pass by so soon and welcoming 2011.
Reflection for 2010 and resolution for 2011.

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 9:30:00 PM

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

days in Dayaodi.

Woke up @ 7AM to prepare myself with the rest of the team mates for breakfast.
It was super bright @ 6AM and I thought it was time to wake up.
Wash up and used their toilet for the first time.
It is really different from Singapore- No door, flush and everyone is to share one toilet.
It is an open public toilet.

Had our delicious breakfast prepared by our villagers chef ;p
In every breakfast, never fail we will have eggs on the table.
There were eggs, milk, pumkim porridge and vegetable.
It is different from Singapore culture

Soon we got to do our 'morning exercise' which is climbing the mountain.
I guess it's my first experience and it's really tough as we got to be very careful with our steps.
I was not able to catch my breathe.
Luckily we made it to the top and took lot of nice pictures.
It was difficult to make our way back :( I was scared.
But my friends looked after me. Thank You friends ;)

Soon we had our welcome lunch from the villagers.
There were white wine being offered and I refused to drink it.
Some of them drink and was drunk.
Had a crisis meeting regarding our project, settle down and had our meeting.
Ended early and had my afternoon nap as there were nothing that need to be done.
A slack day HAHA ;)

The evening time @ 6PM seem like Singapore 9PM.
The sky was so dark and it was really cold.
Hid in my room after dinner.
Wash up with wet tissue and change under my blanket.
*shy shy* hehe.

Thought for the day: God knew us before He created all the sky, sea and mountains.
What's more He knew my future before I was born.
I have witnessed His beautiful creation, the mountains.

His creation is simply wonderful ;)

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 2:09:00 PM

Monday, October 11, 2010

A trip which brings a difference.

2 weeks have gone and I am back in Singapore.
Still remembering the week spent preparing myself for the trip,
getting the necessary items and spending time with my dear friends.
Left Singapore on 27 Sep, 4.40AM from home and
make my way to Changi Airport.
Really grateful that my friend and parent agreed to company me there.
Reflected while I was on my way ;)
(why did I choose to go? will life change when I am back?)

Reach airport and met up with the team.
My friend left and I was left alone with the team.
Felt a little empty at first but I know there are more things to expect.
Send my farewell to the different ones and began to miss the different ones ;p
My little sister teared and I was shocked.
Encourage her to mug hard for her N Level, believing that she will do well;)
Her tears simply melt my heart because it shows how close we were despite the quarrels.

Finally it was time to check-in. My heart began to ponder faster.
I was a little reluctant to go off.
Make my last phone call to the different ones and
a simple prayer to Daddy God.

There were two trip of plane flight before we could reach Shanxi, China.
Took our first flight to Guangzhou, consume our breakfast- Seafood Noodles and rested.
Admire the universe, sky and clouds while I was in the plane.
Reached Guangzhou in the afternoon and waited for the next flight.
It kept on delaying and it really showed how different China is as compared to Singapore ;p
Wondered around and tried the Mac in airport. Their Mac Spicy is really "WOW".
Before boarding our second flight, we took a bus and make our way up to the plane.
Ate the egg noodles and slept once again.

Finally we reached our destination, Taiyuan @ 7PM.
Took a 2HR land transportation to the city area and had our 'last dinner'
The dishes were delicious and unique as compared to Singapore.

Had another an hour ride to Dayaodi Village. Reached @ 12 Midnight.
The wind was beating hard and I was freezing.
Felt really weak when I came down from the bus.
It was so cold and I was not prepared. but I managed to pull through by hiding in the room;p

The girls and boys share a room each where there are double bed.
My sleeping partner is Jolene;p and we slept at the right of the corner.
That marked my first day in China;)

It has left a deep mark in my life ;p

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 10:05:00 PM

Monday, August 23, 2010

Lost

I feel that im like lost in a forest.
I am surrounded by so many trees,
on the ground there are so many twigs and insects.
The sunlight that is shining through the trees could not lead me out of the forest.
I feel so trapped.
There are so many uncertainty, not knowing which paths to take.
Everything started well at first but now im lost.
Hoping that there will be a compass to lead me out.

Perhaps I got to learn how to look at a different angle,
be it towards family, life, friendship and things which I treasure.
Sometime I really wish things would go the way I want like in the fairytale storybook.
In every hiccups and problems, still there's a happy ending.
Will it happen to me? ;)

Sliently I believe it will.
hoping against hope.

j'aime les fraises

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 11:24:00 PM

Monday, June 7, 2010

received a black watch about 2 years ago
and it carries a meaning behind it.
was not able to wear it because it was too BIG ;p
hence i placed it in my bag everywhere i go.

however about a year later,
the watch is still functioing but the strap came off ;(
decided to leave it at home instead.
was kinda upset about it.
have not been seeing the watch for awhile
as it was kept in a secret place.
at different point of time, i will take a glance at it.

tried searching it and brought it to school today
as it came handy for me ;)
took it out during the exam and
how careless can i get?
i forgot to keep it with me.
leave the room and feel that something is missing
but i do not know what is it.

realised that the watch was missing when i tried searching for it.
went back to the room but no one was there.
i began to feel worried.
was asking myself what if it is going to be gone?
managed to find the instructor and he was keeping the watch for me ;)
so thankful for it.

hmm something out of this incident is,
treasure everything that i have.
dont start worrying when it is gone
because you will never know when that particular things
will be gone or go missing
;)

God BLESS you ;D
cheers.

fill my sky with rainbow and stars ♥ 8:41:00 PM